Another day trying to lose the weight

Hello all, When was the last day I updated? I been taking videos everyday now, but not posting in my blog. Last night one is literally dark. While today I am bright, sunny, and in my pjs! Yep that is right today is a pj day! Did my laundry and such and decided to relax. since I over exercised yesterday and my body is sore. Still can dance and such, but not much. I might just roll around on my yoga ball to help my back out. the sucker is all kinked up.

My new scale came in today. And in the second video you can see some video of my bike. when I go ride it again I will take pictures, hopefully.  I am still working hard on losing weight. Currently I am struggling with keeping up 1200 calories. I just haven't been hungry for the last couple days. It doesn't help that the food choices I make are like 80 calories. So yeah, need to work on that. since I want to be 1500 not 1200.

Also that myfitnessjournal app makes anyone feel fat. saying that your net will result in weight gain. You want a positive net since most of your calories go to regulate your body temp.

well I am off to watch frozen. Please continue to support me. Love you guys!

Day 32 on losing weight

Well since I walked all day I lost any weight I would have gained by this unhealthy day. I mean I did eat small portions, but still not the best choices in food today. I will do better tomorrow.  Or should I say today.

I was going to show you pictures of my bike today, however I went off with a friend and roamed about and even found a tiny toilet. which amused me since I am a despicable me fan.

So tomorrow is saint patties day, so I will go for a bike ride and then park myself around the computer for the sharmrocks.

Exercising around that time too.

WOw it's been a month trying to lose weight. Day 31

 

 

Hey everyone Halie here again! Can you believe it has been a straight month? Right now I am relaxing as my muscles feel heavy. Apparently trying to bike up a hill was a bad idea. Yes You heard me Bike! I got a bike! I will upload pictures tomorrow! :D

 

Well in my videos, day 30 I am talking about my struggles with why I did not try to lose weight before now. You see my sister is anorexic and so are a few of my friends. I don't like what it does to them. They all think they are fine, but it is always saddening. I don't want to be like that, but I am scared I am like that. And with peer pressure from people who are losing weight by being anorexic I push myself too hard sometimes and end up tired. I don't like competing, but I hate

 being told my method is wrong. I think it is right. I know it's healthier.

 Also in the videos, I mention the fact I didn't get a lot to eat as a kid. This lead to me hording food. In fact I still stock pile to this day. However I make sure I eat everything, or I share the food. But the fear of starving to death is ingrain into me. So I actually allowed myself to get fat thinking that I could last longer in a situation if I have fat stored up. It is a very real fear of mine to be starving to death. Maybe because I didn't get enough to eat as a child.

And then there is the fear of my own strength. You see I was never taught control. I should have been in martial arts when I was little, but no one wanted to deal with that. You see for as long as I can remember I been stronger than normal with no control. Like a blundering elephant. Able to crush cans of soda while still filled if I wasn't careful. However when I stopped being so active, my strength went down. And when I went to hug people, they didn't turn purple like before. So I thought that was a good thing.

However I should not fear my own self anymore. Maybe this time I will be able to control my strength. Maybe this time I will make sure I don't starve. Maybe this time I will not become anorexic due to peer pressure.


On a happier note, I got a bike today as explained in video 31. It is awesome! It is a white bike which I also got a tire pump and a lock for it. so cool. I am so happy! It is white, even though I hate white. But hey It works. and I found out I live on a hill since I went whooshing down it unable to stop.

Once I get stronger I will so be able to go on longer rides. :D

Like I said before please encourage and help me out. Thanks!

trying to lose weight day 28 and 29

 

Hey halie here yet again. I didn't post yesterday but I made a video. I been keeping up with my exercise and doing the best I can. NOt much I can say.

 

I been having trouble keeping up my calories as 1200 is the cut off for a healthy diet. No one should drop below that. However I am worried that someone I know is. I don't like anorexia and I know starving yourself is not a good way to lose the weight. Anorexia causes the skin to hang lose like bags, discoloration to the skin, aggressiveness, prissiness, anger, short temper, eye sight problems, rapid weight gain when one does begin to eat, stalls weight loss, Gains weight, teeth problems and many others. And I already see those problems arising in this other person. I don't want to be like that, so I refuse to drop below 1200.

 

Also if you don't believe me Look it up.

 

I am dong my best to work out even though My otaku and writer side are like "Keyboard!"

 

And I am working hard to figure out how to get that new bike I want.

 

Hope to see you all again soon. laters

Trying to lose weight day 26 and 27

 

Hey halie here! As always I am doing stuff. Yesterday I just did the video not the written blog. Who knows what you guys do. Read or watch my videos. No clue.

 

Well apparently I am an exercising nut according to the  my fitness pal app for the smart phones and androids. It says I can have 1750 and lose weight. It says the exercising is negative to the calories.  Yes I know it's true, but seriously I don't think I burned that much. I will keep working out to lose weight.

 

I apparently burned over 800 calories today. I guess that is good. More than I use to. I use to just sit around so any exercise is better than none. However I do like to dance while I cook, so 15 minutes dancing burns about 115 calories.  :D

 

ALso thank you for anyone who messaged me with their support it means the world to me.

 

Catch ya all later.

Day 25 on trying to lose weight

Hey halie here. Nice to see you all again! Man my camera phone is dark! This is the first video with the new phone. I got a new phone today so I been pissed off since nothing was working right. I lost the number I had for over 12 years and it pissed me off.  So I went about trying to fix it, making people run after me. Apparently I can walk really fast when pissed off. And even though I yelled at drivers who were driving too close to the sidewalk, I was nice enough to toss branches off the sidewalk into the grass for my friend.

I honestly don't know what all the exercises I do are. But I do them in spurts. Whatever is easy on my knees and doesn't strain me too much. I happily watch movies and shows as I exercise. It makes the time go faster.

I am happy to say I got messages from two people who read or watch my blog. It makes me happy that someone is paying attention, so I can keep motivated to keep going. I love you guys! :D

Well I am going to keep working on getting more fit, keep on encouraging me! And have fun!

I am guessing Day 24 on losing weight

Halie here, Lost track of the days already. hahaha. this video was taped Friday. I just didn't upload and such. sorry.

I lost 7 more pounds! I am now 225 hurray! I will keep losing weight. I was busy going though costumes for the wedding next year. However I did exercise.

I fell off my yoga ball again. How funny. The yoga ball is great though. helps my back out immensely. My body still makes some popping and cracking noises but it is nothing big.

I tried to roller skate today, I really suck. I almost ate dirt over 30 times, crashed into a bush twice.  My stoppers are not looking good, a bit used up. I could only last 10 minutes before my feet started to hurt.

But my scale should come in 10 days from 8 days from now 18 days? It will be awesome!

Please keep encouraging me.