Another day trying to lose the weight

Hello all, When was the last day I updated? I been taking videos everyday now, but not posting in my blog. Last night one is literally dark. While today I am bright, sunny, and in my pjs! Yep that is right today is a pj day! Did my laundry and such and decided to relax. since I over exercised yesterday and my body is sore. Still can dance and such, but not much. I might just roll around on my yoga ball to help my back out. the sucker is all kinked up.

My new scale came in today. And in the second video you can see some video of my bike. when I go ride it again I will take pictures, hopefully.  I am still working hard on losing weight. Currently I am struggling with keeping up 1200 calories. I just haven't been hungry for the last couple days. It doesn't help that the food choices I make are like 80 calories. So yeah, need to work on that. since I want to be 1500 not 1200.

Also that myfitnessjournal app makes anyone feel fat. saying that your net will result in weight gain. You want a positive net since most of your calories go to regulate your body temp.

well I am off to watch frozen. Please continue to support me. Love you guys!

Day 32 on losing weight

Well since I walked all day I lost any weight I would have gained by this unhealthy day. I mean I did eat small portions, but still not the best choices in food today. I will do better tomorrow.  Or should I say today.

I was going to show you pictures of my bike today, however I went off with a friend and roamed about and even found a tiny toilet. which amused me since I am a despicable me fan.

So tomorrow is saint patties day, so I will go for a bike ride and then park myself around the computer for the sharmrocks.

Exercising around that time too.

WOw it's been a month trying to lose weight. Day 31

 

 

Hey everyone Halie here again! Can you believe it has been a straight month? Right now I am relaxing as my muscles feel heavy. Apparently trying to bike up a hill was a bad idea. Yes You heard me Bike! I got a bike! I will upload pictures tomorrow! :D

 

Well in my videos, day 30 I am talking about my struggles with why I did not try to lose weight before now. You see my sister is anorexic and so are a few of my friends. I don't like what it does to them. They all think they are fine, but it is always saddening. I don't want to be like that, but I am scared I am like that. And with peer pressure from people who are losing weight by being anorexic I push myself too hard sometimes and end up tired. I don't like competing, but I hate

 being told my method is wrong. I think it is right. I know it's healthier.

 Also in the videos, I mention the fact I didn't get a lot to eat as a kid. This lead to me hording food. In fact I still stock pile to this day. However I make sure I eat everything, or I share the food. But the fear of starving to death is ingrain into me. So I actually allowed myself to get fat thinking that I could last longer in a situation if I have fat stored up. It is a very real fear of mine to be starving to death. Maybe because I didn't get enough to eat as a child.

And then there is the fear of my own strength. You see I was never taught control. I should have been in martial arts when I was little, but no one wanted to deal with that. You see for as long as I can remember I been stronger than normal with no control. Like a blundering elephant. Able to crush cans of soda while still filled if I wasn't careful. However when I stopped being so active, my strength went down. And when I went to hug people, they didn't turn purple like before. So I thought that was a good thing.

However I should not fear my own self anymore. Maybe this time I will be able to control my strength. Maybe this time I will make sure I don't starve. Maybe this time I will not become anorexic due to peer pressure.


On a happier note, I got a bike today as explained in video 31. It is awesome! It is a white bike which I also got a tire pump and a lock for it. so cool. I am so happy! It is white, even though I hate white. But hey It works. and I found out I live on a hill since I went whooshing down it unable to stop.

Once I get stronger I will so be able to go on longer rides. :D

Like I said before please encourage and help me out. Thanks!

trying to lose weight day 28 and 29

 

Hey halie here yet again. I didn't post yesterday but I made a video. I been keeping up with my exercise and doing the best I can. NOt much I can say.

 

I been having trouble keeping up my calories as 1200 is the cut off for a healthy diet. No one should drop below that. However I am worried that someone I know is. I don't like anorexia and I know starving yourself is not a good way to lose the weight. Anorexia causes the skin to hang lose like bags, discoloration to the skin, aggressiveness, prissiness, anger, short temper, eye sight problems, rapid weight gain when one does begin to eat, stalls weight loss, Gains weight, teeth problems and many others. And I already see those problems arising in this other person. I don't want to be like that, so I refuse to drop below 1200.

 

Also if you don't believe me Look it up.

 

I am dong my best to work out even though My otaku and writer side are like "Keyboard!"

 

And I am working hard to figure out how to get that new bike I want.

 

Hope to see you all again soon. laters

Trying to lose weight day 26 and 27

 

Hey halie here! As always I am doing stuff. Yesterday I just did the video not the written blog. Who knows what you guys do. Read or watch my videos. No clue.

 

Well apparently I am an exercising nut according to the  my fitness pal app for the smart phones and androids. It says I can have 1750 and lose weight. It says the exercising is negative to the calories.  Yes I know it's true, but seriously I don't think I burned that much. I will keep working out to lose weight.

 

I apparently burned over 800 calories today. I guess that is good. More than I use to. I use to just sit around so any exercise is better than none. However I do like to dance while I cook, so 15 minutes dancing burns about 115 calories.  :D

 

ALso thank you for anyone who messaged me with their support it means the world to me.

 

Catch ya all later.

Day 25 on trying to lose weight

Hey halie here. Nice to see you all again! Man my camera phone is dark! This is the first video with the new phone. I got a new phone today so I been pissed off since nothing was working right. I lost the number I had for over 12 years and it pissed me off.  So I went about trying to fix it, making people run after me. Apparently I can walk really fast when pissed off. And even though I yelled at drivers who were driving too close to the sidewalk, I was nice enough to toss branches off the sidewalk into the grass for my friend.

I honestly don't know what all the exercises I do are. But I do them in spurts. Whatever is easy on my knees and doesn't strain me too much. I happily watch movies and shows as I exercise. It makes the time go faster.

I am happy to say I got messages from two people who read or watch my blog. It makes me happy that someone is paying attention, so I can keep motivated to keep going. I love you guys! :D

Well I am going to keep working on getting more fit, keep on encouraging me! And have fun!

I am guessing Day 24 on losing weight

Halie here, Lost track of the days already. hahaha. this video was taped Friday. I just didn't upload and such. sorry.

I lost 7 more pounds! I am now 225 hurray! I will keep losing weight. I was busy going though costumes for the wedding next year. However I did exercise.

I fell off my yoga ball again. How funny. The yoga ball is great though. helps my back out immensely. My body still makes some popping and cracking noises but it is nothing big.

I tried to roller skate today, I really suck. I almost ate dirt over 30 times, crashed into a bush twice.  My stoppers are not looking good, a bit used up. I could only last 10 minutes before my feet started to hurt.

But my scale should come in 10 days from 8 days from now 18 days? It will be awesome!

Please keep encouraging me.

Day 22 trying to lose weight

Weeeeeee! Day 22! I am trying to lose weight it is true.  Today my skates came it! Hurray! I am so happy! However I have no clue on how to skate. But standing next to people I look like a giant! people wanted to take pictures because it is so funny.

As someone I know wanted a frozen music cd so I got up some amazon gift cards from swagbucks to buy it. however to get the free shipping I have to spend 35 dollars so I have  a scale and such waiting in the wings. In 10 days I will be able to purchase the items.

Tomorrow I will get on a scale which will be lovely. I would love that at least to see if I lost any weight. I hope I lost weight.

My one friend gave me a cute dress and I like it. It is for when I do lose weight. The skinnier I get the better. I want to look hot damn for the wedding next October.

My stretch cord

 My yoga ball! I fell off it again

My new skates

 the dress I am working to wear

Day 21 trying to lose weight

Hey all! Halie here as always.  Yesterday I was at the gym so my normal exercises went out the window. Did them today though. with some yoga ball action mixed in.

You see yesterday my friend took me to the gym. We exercised and such. I learned while she is faster on the treadmill I am more successful for the bikes. Which makes me wanting to get a bike all the more pronounced. Also the people in her gym are nice and a bit weird. but hey, weird is good. I think.

We went to the mall yesterday too. where I got a stretch cord and a yoga ball. The latter I then inflated like a balloon. Let's face it I had no pumps for it.

I been eating somewhere around 1100 to 1500 calories a day. Pretty good I say. I sure hope I am losing weight.

I did my exercises today as I said and succeeded in falling off the yoga ball. I still need to figure some stuff out with that. but  it did something I thought it would and needed. My back has been all kinked and bugging me. when I had this problem in high school I would bend over backwards on a chair in my math class. Not sure how but those math class chairs always cracked my back into place. And so does that yoga ball when I bend over backwards on it. :D my back feels great!

My roller skates should be in tomorrow. I just checked and they are in the next town over along with the music book. no idea where the cloth is. But yeah. Amazon is a crazy job. good luck amazon people!

Also my one friend had her lover watch my blog. He thought I was nuts. but really this is so I can feel pressure and continue on my goal.  who knows when I am 100 I can look back and say "Oh look at that, I was trying to be thinner."

:P

So as always keep supporting and cheering me on. If you can help let me know. Laters

Trying to lose weight day 19

hello halie here. Does anyone even read this blog? Most likely not. I mean I am not famous or anything. ahahaha. We all wish we were. So here I am after the shower if you watched the video you would know.

My life is going to hell in a hamster basket and you know exercising has been either putting me into the right or knocking me so off kilter that I am not getting as pissed. Which is good as when I get pissed off, everyone should run. hahaha. Seriously that rare and that dangerous when I get provoked.

I am still exercising like a nut. And annoyed my skates are taking so long to ship. I want them now! Yes I sound spoiled. However I don't see what is so hard about putting skates into a box and shipping them out! same with my fabric and the frozen music sheet book I ordered for someone's birthday.

I was so getting use to amazon's speedy delivery. Which oddly enough out of my last 5 packages 2 came on a sunday to everyone's confusion.

And like I said in my last post, my friend's wedding has been pushed back to October and it is a costume wedding. So why not write down what you think I should be. I like so far sesshomaru, any sailor scout, and a few other anime characters. I am not doing Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho. I was tempted to do Yoko Kurama however I can't find his outfit for cosplay anywhere! I am going to keep looking I am a total nerd and such when it comes to characters. Please give me your thoughts.

and as always please support and guide me as I try to lose weight. Size 16 here I come!

Day 18 trying to lose weight

Hey all! I am back once again. Did you miss me?

I am still doing my exercises. Though dancing in the kitchen while I was cooking was a bit hard today. I was fantascing about my new roller skates that are coming in and ended up moving like I would with skates. Not good for dancing though still amusing to watch I guess.

I ran into my gal pal while shopping for a helmet today. Truthfully she saw me strolling by looking for another friend. My bunny hat was a dead give away it was me. I guess they really are quite unique. Too bad not many people buy them. Well she told me that she is moving her wedding to October and making it a Halloween theme. So that means I am suppose to get a costume. So everyone you can help me pick out a costume! Mind you I am aiming to be a size 16 waist so no clue what will fit yet. I am a major otaku so yes I looked up some anime costumes.  I will be cool with a whole bunch of different types. I am a Halloween nut!

Oh yeah I got my helmet today. I hope you like it. I like it too. And I am about 50 bucks away from a new bike. Hurray! Got to keep going! :P

As always, please cheer me on and give support!

Day 17 trying to lose weight

Halie here. Otaku nut. I am hoping to get into good enough shape to be a good Inu Yasha cosplay. My friends a few years ago had wanted to dress me up as either Sesshomaru or Kenshin from Rounai Kenshin.

Today I went shopping got more celery. It is very good to chew on. Yummy. Chomp Chomp. However everyone keeps telling me to eat it with different things. Peanut butter, Maple syrup, ranch dressing, and such. most of which the stuff I hate.

Today I finished ordering roller skates. they may be men's and a size bigger than my feet, but then again not all shoes fit as they say. In ten days I will have roller skates. That means I will get a helmet soon so I can skate around.

I want to keep losing weight. I am doing all sorts of exercises and stretches. but I have no idea if it is effective. I will keep going on losing weight.

please help me if you can. thanks a bunch.